I am sick today. When I am sick I am miserable and in pain and feel sick and I hate it. On the bright side I get really crazy dreams and ideas. I don't know why, I just do. Like I want to write a book. I always have. I think it is one of those things like becoming an artist that everyone thinks about at one point in their lives but things happen and they never do. I want to write a book but I don't know where to begin nor have the time. I would write it about a girl working at a scout camp. I would put in my adventures along with others and some made up ones. Maybe some puppy love or little things like that. Like Jane Austin I would give my characters everything and they would have their happily ever afters or everything that was not given to me. I love her books. Sometimes I wish or feel like my life is one of her novels. If only, if only.
Right now my life is kind of crazy and sad. I have decided that I do not like high school, especially Weber high. No windows is depressing. School work is hard, and there is an endless supply of it. I have the worst grades of my school career yet. I try to get good grades. This time I don't know what is up. Hard classes I suppose. It is really stressful and I wonder how much more I can handle. I finished up drivers ed theory. I got rejected (kinda) by the guy who I like. I have the Halloween dance coming up. My date and I are going to be Mario and Luigi. That should be lots of fun. I am out of money. I am jobless. I am thinking about going to the great salt lake council camps for this coming summer. If I don't get hired there I am going to try smith and Edwards, and a few other local places. I need to get my licence. And my list of to do's never ends.
All we can do is 'stay on the sunny side of life' and plow through it I guess. :P
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