My World is Changing

I sit alone, my friends are in sight
but somehow being with them no linger feels right.
What in the world is going on here?
Something terrible is what I fear
Am I once again becoming shy?
Are my adventure days saying goodbye?
No, I cant accept this.
No, I don't want this.
Someone please save me form the dark
 my fear of going right back to the start.
I thought I was a different person now.
I thought I had changed somehow.
How could that have just been a dream.
Are thing just not what they seem?
No, I can't accept this.
No, I don't want this.
I need to get back, soon.
Sooner than the next full moon.